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Tarnished Quarter, Shiny Nickel

When you take away options, stranger things happen.

That’s the quote that came at the end and the takeaway from my dream earlier this morning that ended about two minutes ago. It involved several different scenes, this dream, but ultimately it seemed to be about making a person more deperate as he was hounded and accused and victimized by the people around him, the people closest to him; except for his parents. Though even them too as he could detect they expected absolutely nothing out of him anymore except survival. And at times, they thought perhaps that too was making his life worse.

It involved a grown man being late for school and classes; but miles upon miles to walk.

This man, this person constantly assailed, nevertheless walked by both a grimy, oiled quarter on the ground, then a shinier nickel a little farther up the hill, knowing kids who walked the same path would get more joy out of the discovery.

It involved me, or someone I thought for awhile was me, sitting in a car with my laptop, the one I currently own, the one I’m currently typing into. Someone else had carried it, walking away from the house, still typing away. And the WiFi had lasted an extraordinarily long time but at the corner, it ended and the guy carrying the laptop had to turn around. But, in the nature of dreams, with seamless yet also abrupt merge, it was me, suddenly in the car, in front of a strange house, with the plug cord snaking out across the sidewalk but only because it was snagged on something in the round-top cement wall. It seemed I was doing some kind of surveillance, discovery for someone else. It felt like it was on the right side of the law, or at least the right side of justice, trying to find the truth no one else was looking for.

Trying to return someone’s options.

It involved a hippy looking guy in a nice car, a Skylark or an Oldsmobile of some kind pulling into a parking spce in front of me, only then to imediately pull out again, or start to before seeing me walk behind him. I said something mildly uncomplimentary to him, but only mildly, after all he had stopped without me having to shout.

My brother walked out of jail, with two swollen bumps on his side, near his hips. He was shirtless. There was another bump on his forehead and a cut on his lower face. Except it was my face. Except I knew it was my brother. And I knew he wanted to tell me what had happened to my glasses, which were supposed to be on his face. No, my face.

He was about 10 people back in a very narrow corridor. I, he, was about a head taller than everyone else, as we often are, and people were being released. He’d only been there overnight, or maybe a couple of days. There was only doubt, I thought in my dream, because the cuts seemed to be fresh but healed as if they had happened a little while ago. But as he walked through it was my face and he walked past me with a small smile, ready to explain but knowing now wasn’t the best place. He stopped a little farther on as I let him walk past me and seemed to either insert or take something from a column in the wall.

There was tension in the city, though I don’t know where, and something was about to happen. But then I woke up, so it didn’t.

Anshul said,

August 16, 2008 @ 12:50 pm

Hey TS,

Quite complicated dream I must say…were you able to see the guy who was getting assailed?

In India -we believe that most of the dreams seen around 4am-6am are likely to get true in life :)….I hope you have seen this one not in this time zone…:)

Best,
Anshul

Trish Wareing said,

August 16, 2008 @ 1:05 pm

Have you been watching Burn Notice regularly this season.? There are some tie-in elements. I admire your discipline in getting it all down quickly and with such detail. Some highly value dream analysis. Unless a dream contains something truly dire or threatening, I tend to lump it all into more of the brain’s creative exercise.

Temple Stark said,

August 16, 2008 @ 1:50 pm

Anshul, Trish: This has nothing on complicated. I dream every night and usually vividly. For abut a week I tried to wake up and write down every dream I had because the one’s my brain creates for me are richly detailed. But I had to stop because it took too long and I had to go to work.

I think these depth of dreams, which I’ve had since I was very young propelled me into a writing career, albeit not my preferred fiction, quite yet. There’s something about imagination — which sounds arrogant when said, so I won’t.

And yeah, I’m in the school of it;s your brain just running through recent events and even the big events. Not prescient but can be informative. But mostly, I just like the stories and the details. :-)

Oh, and no I never saw who was being the target, though, obviously at times, I thought it was me. I think that’s more of a sense of everything was in my mind / dream and ALL the perspectives were mine.

Da Goddess said,

August 20, 2008 @ 12:57 am

Dude, this is totally sounding like an ep of Burn Notice. Except that I also hear you in there. And I’ve read some of your other writing.

If I were to blog more of my dreams, people would stop reading me. Or rather, I’d have a whole different audience.

Temple Stark said,

August 20, 2008 @ 1:13 am

I think y’all are thinking Burn Notice just because of the pithy axiom at the beginning, like Michael says in the show.
For the record, yes I have been watching Burn Notice. ;-)

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